Why the list and why blog? I am not sure I can fully explain, but am hoping the process brings me some clarity along the way. There is something that has been going on internally as I approach the big 4-0 and I have been struggling to articulate what's happening. It's like there is static electricity in the air and I feel it everywhere I go. The anticipation of possibilities is so strong, it's overwhelming, scary, and yet unavoidable.
Is what I am going through unique for women approaching 4-0 milestone? Heck no. I truly think my story is really every woman's story. What is unique is that I am doing something outside of my character. I like things to be buttoned up, tidy, and pretty on the outside. For me to throw caution to the wind, be transparent, and a bit of a visible mess....is the most fearless thing I have done in a long time.
So here I go. I will blog about my experiences of crossing things off the list, the wins, the losses, the frustrations, the celebrations, and most importantly the chaos in between. You may not find this blog to be entertaining, well written, or frankly make any sense. And, I don't care. This is MY journey and not worrying about what others think is something I haven't done in a really long time.....
188 days and counting....
Lisa, I look forward to sharing this journey with you, and I'm so proud of you for throwing yourself out there, my friend. One of the many reasons I love you so... xoxo.
ReplyDeleteI am so proud of you my dear friend. This is such an exciting time...and there is so much fun and adventure to be had. Not to mention this whole experiece will be/already is an experience of a lifetime. You are a true inspiration. xxoo - kris
ReplyDeletewhat item on the list are you drawn to do first?
ReplyDeleteps - I think you should add "see avitar" ;)
Thanks for the peek behind the curtain, Lisa. When I turned 40 (oh-so-many years ago,) a wise friend explained that, biblically, the number 40 represents the “fulfillment of the preparation” and that was the year my idea for heartspark was born. I was ready.
ReplyDeleteSince you have created this countdown of sorts, it appears that you are fulfilling your preparation as well. And what are you ready for?
BTW, I have a stick shift and my daughter says I am a very patient driving instructor… :)
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